Fucking summer
Aug. 28th, 2019 05:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yannisSo, the summer is coming to an end, and god was it awful and disgusting.
Worst summer ever, probably.
In fact I wanted to write "fortunatelly the summer is coming to an end", but unfortunatelly summer will end 100%, but my problems 100% won't.
But hey, I've got a few more days, so everything can become much, much worse.
I have written here about some of my problems, but not about all of them (I would have spent days writing about all of them), and it seems like everything in my life now is deteriorating more and more quickly for some reason.
Maybe it's all because I'm lazy stupid asocial coward, incapable of integration and getting used to the local climate, or maybe there are some other reasons, I don't know.
But yeah, now I think that the local climate doesn't suit me well.
And neither do local people.
And neither does local culture.
I'm simply tired of all this shit, of all what happens and all what not happens.
I wake up in the morning and feel absolutely exhausted although I haven't done anything yet and, well, I'm not going to do anything anyway, and I constantly want to sleep, and this temperature is getting on my nerves, and I don't even want to go to the beach because what's the point anyway, and all people seem absolutely disgusting and the only thing I want is to live in some Northern country, probably Germany or the Netherlands, but Norway will be OK too, but I can't find a job there, and I should join the army in half a year, so... So I can't describe how frustrated I am. Everything is falling apart. There is no light in the end of the tunnell. Literally. I don't know what should I do now.
As for this fucking August, in August I noticed that there are hair growing in my ears, so now I'm officially a piece of old turd. Good reason to grow my long hair back, now they will conceal my ear hair, at least until I will go completely bald.
And today I found out that my favourite camera which I had bought in 2012 and with which I filmed a ton of concerts is broken.
It is not completely dead, but zoom mechanism doesn't work properly, and without it it is basically useless. Well, in fact as of now I experienced problems with zoom for a year, I think, but now it came to such a point that this camera is of no use.
I mean, it is an old camera which I have used actively for about a decade, but still...
Fucking, fucking shit, fucking August, fucking summer, fucking everything.
Worst summer ever, probably.
In fact I wanted to write "fortunatelly the summer is coming to an end", but unfortunatelly summer will end 100%, but my problems 100% won't.
But hey, I've got a few more days, so everything can become much, much worse.
I have written here about some of my problems, but not about all of them (I would have spent days writing about all of them), and it seems like everything in my life now is deteriorating more and more quickly for some reason.
Maybe it's all because I'm lazy stupid asocial coward, incapable of integration and getting used to the local climate, or maybe there are some other reasons, I don't know.
But yeah, now I think that the local climate doesn't suit me well.
And neither do local people.
And neither does local culture.
I'm simply tired of all this shit, of all what happens and all what not happens.
I wake up in the morning and feel absolutely exhausted although I haven't done anything yet and, well, I'm not going to do anything anyway, and I constantly want to sleep, and this temperature is getting on my nerves, and I don't even want to go to the beach because what's the point anyway, and all people seem absolutely disgusting and the only thing I want is to live in some Northern country, probably Germany or the Netherlands, but Norway will be OK too, but I can't find a job there, and I should join the army in half a year, so... So I can't describe how frustrated I am. Everything is falling apart. There is no light in the end of the tunnell. Literally. I don't know what should I do now.
As for this fucking August, in August I noticed that there are hair growing in my ears, so now I'm officially a piece of old turd. Good reason to grow my long hair back, now they will conceal my ear hair, at least until I will go completely bald.
And today I found out that my favourite camera which I had bought in 2012 and with which I filmed a ton of concerts is broken.
It is not completely dead, but zoom mechanism doesn't work properly, and without it it is basically useless. Well, in fact as of now I experienced problems with zoom for a year, I think, but now it came to such a point that this camera is of no use.
I mean, it is an old camera which I have used actively for about a decade, but still...
Fucking, fucking shit, fucking August, fucking summer, fucking everything.
